Don't know what to do

I'm just sitting in my rocker, trying to find something to occupy my time on the computer. I have no motivation to move from here. I'm in a bad way right now - the Cipro I took is still damaging my body - my face still tingles and feels numb as does my neck, I have no energy, my back hurts, my joints ache, lets feel weak, anxiety is overwhelming. I have no appetite, no desire to do anything. I want so badly to feel normal, to have the desire to do ... anything. I'm afraid to do much as I don't want to stir up the pain or anxiety or fatigue. I just feel like crap mentally and physically. How long is this going to last? Will it ever get better? Will the poison continue to wreck havoc with my body forever or will it eventally stop and I will heal? And will I be able to wait it out? I would cry but don't have the energy for it. Hell.